Hello.

Its feels weird being back.

I have shunned myself from sharing my inner thoughts for many months now. Although my head is buzzing and bursting with things to write, I find it very difficult to organise my thinking. Even typing feels somewhat funny.My fingers feel stiff and unskilled.

I thought long and hard about whether I wanted to start blogging again.

These past few months have been an emotional roller coaster ride and I can feel myself withdrawing to that little girl I was many, many years ago. Back then every little feeling, even the slightest niggle of emotion was kept well bottled up, in the huge compartment in my heart.I dragged it everywhere I went, me and my heavy weight excess baggage.

I do not want to be her again.

The old chapter in the virtual world was a homey space, and my last two attempts of trying to recreate it had unfortunately failed. I guess the failure was due to reason WHY I deleted it in the first place. People. Things started to get too personal. There are sides of me that I didn’t want people to know about, but yet  I felt the need to pour it out somewhere to maintain my sanity.

So this time things will be different.

I will at my very best maintain my anonymity. I suppose with more postings snippets of my life would be unravelled. Until then, I’ll enjoy being invisible.

Have a good weekend.

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